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[May. 20th, 2008|11:02 am] |
hahaha i fucked up buddy from senses fail.......actually he choked me out
BUT WHATEVER
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[Mar. 25th, 2008|06:06 pm] |
Whats the most you've ever lost in a coin toss?
call it |
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[Dec. 27th, 2007|02:31 am] |
Ugh
I miss the butterflies
so bad
oh, and im a huge pussy |
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[Dec. 24th, 2007|10:46 am] |
Woke up in the afternoon
to fucked up to face the truth
i just wanna be alone
but you wont get off the phone
and even where our tempers flare
im never ever scared
i just want to let you know
oh oh oh
i just want to make you happy
live like this forever
but we gotta do it together
oh oh oh
i just wanna make it happen
me and you
we need the truth right now
Woke up with the anger passed
now i got a few more things to ask
i just dont want to pretend
but i know this is not the end
so here we are
back to the start
but we havent strayed very far
i just want to let you know
oh oh oh
i just want to make you happy
live like this forever
but we gotta do it together
oh oh oh
i just wanna make it happen
me and you
we need the truth right now
and the walls are falling down
and your nowhere to be found
LETS MAKE THIS HAPPEN |
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[Dec. 21st, 2007|01:30 am] |
"Seeing Is Believing"
Time winds down as you stretch upward to heaven
His blood resounds as it's not over precursor
They'll paint them red, those things you said.
They'll paint them red, what you said.
I miss you. I miss you
And I miss you
I need you. I need you
And I need you more
Can see you. I see you
Can I see you now?
I want to defend as I hold you so closely to me. to me.
You speak of peace. well how can that be. surround me
I can't believe the pain received and I can't believe what you said
I miss you. I miss you
And I miss you
I need you. I need you
And I need you more
Can see you. I see you
Can I see you now?
And I felt it. you're not fading
I felt it. I'm not fading
I felt it. you're not fading
I felt it. I felt it
I miss you. I miss you
And I miss you
I need you. I need you
And I need you more
Can see you. I see you
Can I see you now? |
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[Nov. 27th, 2007|08:18 pm] |
Fuck, thats how i feel these days
Everything seems to be slowly falling apart.
I move back in with my parents on thursday, im scared those old familiar feelings will come rushing back, making it even harder to stay optimistic about anything.
My job sucks, and i cant find another one that will allow me to work with the band, one of the people i used to be able to talk about almost anything to basically told me to not go to them for anything, im lonely and fucking sick of it, im scared my drinking with pick up at a rapid pace due to my near future living situation.
im scared, im uncertain, im lonely
im a god damn mess
Fuck, thats how i feel these days. |
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[Oct. 6th, 2007|12:16 pm] |
I think im gonna be going away for a very long time
and im gonna leave soon |
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[Sep. 27th, 2007|02:26 am] |
Every week starting today reillys has kareoke!!
i went tonight!
and guess who was there? MUTHA FUCKIN PIERRE THE REGISTERED SEX OFFENDER.
The fat bastard was up to his old tricks.
This should be our new tradition. The diner is back in white trash reillys form.
must i mention the hot ass that attends!!
This is a new begining!! |
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| SNORT MORE WHISKEY |
[Sep. 23rd, 2007|11:04 am] |
Last night was indeed Lj worthy
-show in brampton, horrible turnout but chillin with casey baker, cain and abel and our boys in around tiffany was amazing
-marko's rooftop front flip
-me and liam only getting into the van when it is in motion
-going to the gas station, i started randomly washing the windshield of this car full of 4 girls who were on an egging expedition, so we chilled with them for a bit, then they needed more eggs to egg more houses, so we all go to dominion, and we just causing shit, grocery isle throwdowns, playing catch with a water melon and head of lettuce, eating as many grapes as i can fit in my mouth at once and then chugging a can of red bull and leaving the store without paying for a thing.
-the girls bought a carton of eggs for them, and one for us. and they started egging houses while speeding down side streets, so we did the same. and then we ditched them, a piece of markos van broke off because of me and liam only getting into the van while in motion, the last one almost killed me.
just as a side note, we are all sober at this point
-we then decide its time to get drunk, but its already 12:45 and we have no liquor, we make our way down to mickey finns, the bar was packed and we coudlnt get one order
-i was beign hit on by a hot ass blonde girl, and the whole time me and her were talking marko was fingering my ass through my pants...its weird feeling to get your asshole tickled while talking to a hottie about your backstreet boys tour shirt.
-so yeah, alcohol looks to be not happening at this point but its 1:40, we run down to reillys, we all imediately order multiple shots and beer
-big daddy starts physically abusing me
-the new waitress is so fucking hot
-i starting snorting whisky, making me cry, going straight to my head
-SNORTED MORE WHIKSY
-chugging as much booze as we can, then decide to play 1 game of pool at 2:40 in the morning at reillys, fun times
-then we are walking to the bus stop, almost get in a fight with a homeless man
-go to the store and marko is looking at the shit ass kung fu movies for 9.99, jp goes to the clerk "listen man, im fucked but we will buy this movie if you sell it to us for $2" and it worked and marko bought some kung fu movie for $2
-waiting for the bus jp and liam start wrestling, id like to mention jp saying liam looks like a lesbian the entire night, anyway long story short the fight ended with jp hitting liam with a chair
and now my sinus feels weird from all the whiskey snorting, and im hungover like a fox
but it was such a goodnight
much love
LJ IS BACK MUTHA FUCKAS!!! |
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[Jul. 20th, 2007|08:45 pm] |
Dear Everything,
Fuck you, i fucking hate you.
Just when things seemed to be going well, shit fucks up right in front of me, it was stupid of me to think that anything good would happen to me.
Im cursed, and im using that as an excuse, and i realize how pathetic it is, which in turn is proof of how pathetic i am.
Fuck this shit, im right back where ive started.
Im Tommy Dillon, i take 1 step forward and 3 steps back, im gonna be stuck like this for the rest of my life, and its nobody's fault but mine.
Fuck you.
Im out |
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| My god |
[Jul. 4th, 2007|01:37 am] |
"I think its safe to say "Double Murder Suicide" is Chris Benoit's best finishing move ever"
OMGZ
Too soon? |
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[Jun. 15th, 2007|04:01 pm] |
Hey guess what!!
Life fucking sucks
Im broke as all fuck.
Im depressed as shit.
I am in insane amounts of debt that i cant pay off.
I cant keep a fucking relationship because im fucked up in the head.
And jp's mom just came in out of nowhere and said i need to find another place to live.
I have nothing and im lost.
Fuck Life. |
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[Jun. 6th, 2007|02:36 am] |
Fuck this sucks so hard
but it has to be done
there will always be a place for you babe.
lets see how this goes |
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[May. 24th, 2007|12:09 pm] |
Two shows tonight
show on sunday
i miss you
excited for things.
and im happy |
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[May. 12th, 2007|12:56 am] |
I dont know what to think.
Im horribly depressed and im just not sure about anything anymore.
I hate everything, most of all myself and i just wanna fight...or drink.
I know drinking at a time like this would bring me to a place where way to many of you are familiar with, and id rather not ever go back there again.
I just dont know. |
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[Apr. 25th, 2007|08:24 pm] |
I find myself feeling much more happier than normal these days, its probably due to you.
Your cute and awkward and i love it.
on another note, we need to party it up soon, the whole crew, i miss you guys.
LETS GET CRUNK! |
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