||[Nov. 27th, 2007|08:18 pm]
The White Wonder
Fuck, thats how i feel these days|
Everything seems to be slowly falling apart.
I move back in with my parents on thursday, im scared those old familiar feelings will come rushing back, making it even harder to stay optimistic about anything.
My job sucks, and i cant find another one that will allow me to work with the band, one of the people i used to be able to talk about almost anything to basically told me to not go to them for anything, im lonely and fucking sick of it, im scared my drinking with pick up at a rapid pace due to my near future living situation.
im scared, im uncertain, im lonely
im a god damn mess
Fuck, thats how i feel these days.